Emily Dickinson (1830–86). Complete Poems. 1924.
Part One: LifeCXVII
I
So, wondering, thro’ the hours meek
I trudge the day away,—
Half glad when it is night and sleep,
If, haply, thro’ a dream to peep
In parlors shut by day.
It is as if a hundred drums
Did round my pillow roll,
And shouts fill all my childish sky,
And bells keep saying “victory”
From steeples in my soul!
Within the Orchard is not heard,
And I omit to pray,
“Father, thy will be done” to-day,
For my will goes the other way,
And it were perjury!