Edward Farr, ed. Select Poetry of the Reign of Queen Elizabeth. 1845.
The Complaynt of a SinnerXVII. Humphrey Gifford
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With wofull wayling mones,
When hope of pardon cleane is past,
And sighes with dolefull grones:
So I a slaue to sinne,
With sobs and many a feare,
As one, without thine ayde, forlorne,
Before thy throne appeare.
My follies did abounde,
And eke since that I knewe thy trueth
My life hath beene vnsound:
Alas! I do confesse,
I see the perfect way,
Yet frayltie of my feeble fleshe
Doth make me run astray.
Woulde moue me to doe wel,
Affections fond make mee retire,
And cause me to rebell.
I wake, yet am asleepe;
I see, yet still am blinde;
In ill I runne with hedlong race;
In good I come behinde.
And dying shall not liue;
Unlesse thy mercy speedily
Some succour to me geue.
I die, O Lorde, I die!
If thou doe mee forsake,
I shall be likened vnto those
That fall into the lake.
Holdes vp some house or wall,
If that the prop be tane away,
Needes must the building fall:
O Lorde, thou art the prop
To which I cleaue and leane:
If thou forsake or cast mee of,
I still shall liue in paine.
Be apt to runne astray,
Yet let thy goodnesse mee conuert,
So shall I not decay:
Sweete God, doe rue my plaints,
And sheelde me from annoy:
Then my poore soule, this life once past,
Shall rest with thee in ioy.