Alfred H. Miles, ed. The Sacred Poets of the Nineteenth Century. 1907.
By Via Crucis (1906). I. Renunciation (Selected Stanzas)William Hall (1838 )
Kindling to flame each cold, bleak, naked height;
Its splendours strike thy sleep-locked, shrouded sight.
Phantoms of night when dreams the eyelids seal;
Let not the illusive show the substance steal:
Shake off thy sleep, let go!
Of flesh, thy spirit sighs for ampler room,
Buried in night-shades and sepulchral gloom.
Reluctance to its cruder stage to cling,
Fain the growth-hindering husk away to fling.
Abortions of the universe become,
Cast on the void—their spirit-sense all numb.
Fling off the veil—the envelope of sin,
Die to the death of life, to live begin!
Divest thy sheath; let go!
Matured she mounts some reed at easy reach,
Leaves low companionship of eft and leech:
Her veined diaphanous fans,—then venturous tries
A region strange, while functions new she plies.
Beneath—the foul depths of her stagnant mere,
Of loathsome creeping things the horrid lair.
Prepared new large endowments to receive,
Such uncongenial scenes she joys to leave.
Why lingerest still in this thy sorry nest?
In prison-cage fledged spirits find scant rest:
Poor straitened soul, let go!
The only bliss unmingled with alloy;
All lesser pleasures soon must pall and cloy.
All to forsake than unto aught to cleave;—
’Tis in the act of giving that we live.
The ground and basis of the Godhood’s bliss;
Who turn therefrom the Life Eternal miss.
If in the chains of self-hood thou art bound—
Lifeless and void of worth thy works are found.
See this great law of sacrifice obtain,
The creature’s loss conditioning its gain.
The beams that from the solar source outray,
The springing fount’s perpetual sparkling play.
All organisms from out earth’s womb that grow;
As is the outward, so the to-ward flow:
The pores’ free play, the issue of the breath,
Is the concomitant or cause of death:
Would’st truly live?—let go!
Christ’s law of sacrifice fresh claims still brings;
To life’s last close the imperious summons rings.
Some later refuge with materials new,
For life at any cost content to sue.
Thy righteousness must be renounced no less
Than erst thine evil and unrighteousness.
Accept as thine the common guilt and sin,
Whose undeveloped germs thou bear’st within.
Thy life and deeds—beneath a thin disguise
An unknown world of foul corruption lies.
The full disclosure of the thing thou art,
However keen and painful be the smart.
Awakes thee from each vain, self-flattering dream;
Meanest of all men learn thyself to deem.
A just and lowly estimate invite,
Take the last place—in thy false pride’s despite;
All vain pretence let go!
Heaven hath abundance yet for thee in store;
Still glows the grand Ideal on before!—
Thy boasted virtues dwarfs, and makes to fade,
Yea pass into complete eclipse and shade.
Yet counted not that aught was yet attained,
But onward to the goal with ardour strained,—
Whence to pursue the spirit’s boundless race;
Of life’s grand edifice but laid the base.
Their crowns of glory cast upon the ground,
Not otherwise loyal and faultless found.
No self-complacence must thy progress let,
Press boldly on, the things behind forget;
Part with thy past, let go!
The clarion-summons-call thus loud and clear;
What now thou buyest cheap may yet prove dear.
That which thou partest with were better lost,
Thy selfish worldly schemes more wisely crossed.
Endless, immense; thy momentary pain
The single step the boundless bliss to attain!
Weighed in the balances, whose scales are just,
With the bright hopes thou spurn’st—are breath-borne dust!
Nor heart conceived—save some faint image blurred—
The bliss of those who keep the Christly word—
Let go; my soul, let go!